Monday, September 28, 2009

Sept 2009

So, found out via As facebook that our son is home from the desert. He's been gone for over 2 months. I guess there's pics... and she's been in touch with his best friend about going down, but we've not been acknowledged at all. I sit here, shake my head and cry, once again. I just don't get it. So, I finally broke down and called...

ring ring..
(my work cell # comes up on his caller ID)
"hight"
"Hey Brand!"
"yeah, I'm busy right now"
"oh? ok, well, can you call me?"
"yeah, I'll get to it sometime".... click.

eeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

?????

Blows my mind. My chest hurts, feel like I need to vomit... makes me so sad, as I miss them both so much. Guess all I can do is let go and wait for him to come to me. Dear God, hope it's soon!

blaaaaahhhh!