Monday, September 28, 2009

Sept 2009

So, found out via As facebook that our son is home from the desert. He's been gone for over 2 months. I guess there's pics... and she's been in touch with his best friend about going down, but we've not been acknowledged at all. I sit here, shake my head and cry, once again. I just don't get it. So, I finally broke down and called...

ring ring..
(my work cell # comes up on his caller ID)
"Hey Brand!"
"yeah, I'm busy right now"
"oh? ok, well, can you call me?"
"yeah, I'll get to it sometime".... click.



Blows my mind. My chest hurts, feel like I need to vomit... makes me so sad, as I miss them both so much. Guess all I can do is let go and wait for him to come to me. Dear God, hope it's soon!